Reflection: Further reading: John 13:18-30
There is a strong underlying sense of tension in this scene in the upper room. As the events unfold, the writing is tense and dramatic. While Jesus and the twelve are at the table sharing a meal, Jesus knows that a decisive moment was upon them. Jesus knew who was going to betray him. The prophecy from Psalm 41:9 is particularly ominous (verse 18). The betrayer would be one who has sat and shared and eaten with Christ.
Jesus chooses to tell his disciples what is to happen to strengthen their faith and to help them to remain faithful. ‘I am telling you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I am He’ (verse 19). Jesus speaks authoritatively as the divine ‘I am’ who is in control, even of his betrayal!
Jesus’ act of dipping the bread and passing it to Judas in verse 27 was a final act of supreme love. Jesus tenderly offers Judas a sign that fellowship and contrition were still possible. Judas chooses to receive the bread, but not the love. At this chilling moment, it hardened his resolve, and this becomes an act of judgement. Jesus’ final gesture of affection, even honour, becomes the final surrender by Judas to the powers of darkness; at this moment, Satan enters him. Satan was the inspiration for Judas’s actions, and he now yields himself fully to that lead.
Jesus here demonstrates his control, his humanity, his compassion to his disciples, and even his offer of grace to the one who would betray him. Judas stands as a tragic figure who had shared intimacy with Jesus, but willingly turned his back on him.
Prayer:
Give thanks that Jesus demonstrates both control and compassion, even in the midst of this very dark scene. Pray for God’s help to be compassionate, even with those who may be opposing you or causing you great grief.