14 day plan

The Discipline of Suffering: Redeeming Our Stories

Day 4 of 14

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2 Corinthians 1:8-10

8We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers and sisters, about the troubles we experienced in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself. 9Indeed, we felt we had received the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. 10He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us again. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us,

Reflection:  Two spinal fusions in my teens and I was back on the road. Things went well for a long time. I felt fit and healthy. Even though my disability threw my secondary education into chaos, things fell into place at university. I got a good job, was married. Then the wheels started to fall off when I had my son. Toward the end of my pregnancy, I could no longer walk and was on crutches. I managed. The problem is you can’t carry or care for a baby if you are on crutches. How was I meant to manage? I could barely walk to the toilet, never mind to my crying baby.

This was the start of the fear. I realised my disability had caught up with me at last. I was no longer an invincible 20-something. My life could be derailed when I least expected it. This fear rolled on for several years.

Fear is so debilitating because it stems from a lack of control. Life becomes unpredictable. You fight to make it normal again with a lurking awareness in the back of your mind that despite your best efforts, your carefully built stack of cards could at any moment all fall down and you will have to start again.

There are many problems in life that are just like this. Just as we think we have got everything together; life falls apart again. It takes courage to keep going. Even the apostle Paul had times like this. He learnt the secret was to rely on God and not himself and look to God for hope to get through.

Prayer:  Father God, sometimes life feels full of trouble and despair. When this happens, please help me to rely on you and not on myself to get through my problems. May I set my hope on you rather than focusing on all the bad things around me. Amen.

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2 Corinthians 1:1-24

1Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, and Timothy our brother,

To the church of God in Corinth, together with all his holy people throughout Achaia:

2Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Praise to the God of All Comfort

3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 5For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ. 6If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. 7And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.

8We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers and sisters, about the troubles we experienced in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself. 9Indeed, we felt we had received the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. 10He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us again. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, 11as you help us by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of many.

Paul’s Change of Plans

12Now this is our boast: Our conscience testifies that we have conducted ourselves in the world, and especially in our relations with you, with integrity and godly sincerity. We have done so, relying not on worldly wisdom but on God’s grace. 13For we do not write you anything you cannot read or understand. And I hope that, 14as you have understood us in part, you will come to understand fully that you can boast of us just as we will boast of you in the day of the Lord Jesus.

15Because I was confident of this, I wanted to visit you first so that you might benefit twice. 16I wanted to visit you on my way to Macedonia and to come back to you from Macedonia, and then to have you send me on my way to Judea. 17Was I fickle when I intended to do this? Or do I make my plans in a worldly manner so that in the same breath I say both “Yes, yes” and “No, no”?

18But as surely as God is faithful, our message to you is not “Yes” and “No.” 19For the Son of God, Jesus Christ, who was preached among you by us—by me and Silas and Timothy—was not “Yes” and “No,” but in him it has always been “Yes.” 20For no matter how many promises God has made, they are “Yes” in Christ. And so through him the “Amen” is spoken by us to the glory of God. 21Now it is God who makes both us and you stand firm in Christ. He anointed us, 22set his seal of ownership on us, and put his Spirit in our hearts as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come.

23I call God as my witness—and I stake my life on it—that it was in order to spare you that I did not return to Corinth. 24Not that we lord it over your faith, but we work with you for your joy, because it is by faith you stand firm.

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