14 day plan

The Freedom of Generosity

Day 9 of 14

NIV

Psalms 139:13

13For you created my inmost being;

you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

Reflection:  My inmost being, God created it. I’m not sure why I don’t trust him with it.

My kids and I play the I love you more game. Not that I am competitive, but I always win. ‘I love you.’ ‘I love you more, Mum!’, ‘No, I love you more! I loved you before you were born, I loved the very idea of you’.

See? I win.

Yet the idea that I am fearfully and wonderfully made by a Father who loves me, who numbers the hairs on my head, is often hard to remember.

He knit me together, he created my innermost being, in his image. I can trust him. I can be confident as he leads me in the way everlasting.

I want to live in the confidence of God’s love for me every day . . . with my kids, my colleagues, my church, you name it.

I want to live in the freedom of generosity that Jesus paid for with his life.

Prayer:  God, your love for me is sometimes hard to comprehend. Please give me eyes to see. Help me to trust you. Amen.

Psalms 139:1-24

Psalm 139

For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.

1You have searched me, Lord,

and you know me.

2You know when I sit and when I rise;

you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3You discern my going out and my lying down;

you are familiar with all my ways.

4Before a word is on my tongue

you, Lord, know it completely.

5You hem me in behind and before,

and you lay your hand upon me.

6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too lofty for me to attain.

7Where can I go from your Spirit?

Where can I flee from your presence?

8If I go up to the heavens, you are there;

if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

9If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

if I settle on the far side of the sea,

10even there your hand will guide me,

your right hand will hold me fast.

11If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me

and the light become night around me,”

12even the darkness will not be dark to you;

the night will shine like the day,

for darkness is as light to you.

13For you created my inmost being;

you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

14I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

your works are wonderful,

I know that full well.

15My frame was not hidden from you

when I was made in the secret place,

when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.

16Your eyes saw my unformed body;

all the days ordained for me were written in your book

before one of them came to be.

17How precious to me are your thoughts, God!

How vast is the sum of them!

18Were I to count them,

they would outnumber the grains of sand—

when I awake, I am still with you.

19If only you, God, would slay the wicked!

Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!

20They speak of you with evil intent;

your adversaries misuse your name.

21Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord,

and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?

22I have nothing but hatred for them;

I count them my enemies.

23Search me, God, and know my heart;

test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24See if there is any offensive way in me,

and lead me in the way everlasting.