Reflection: Spiritual burnout is, to some degree, a faith crisis, so what can we learn about how to manage it? In 1 Kings 19, we read about Elijah who was running away from his ministry. His symptoms were those commonly experienced by those suffering spiritual burnout.
Firstly, he was emotionally exhausted. Secondly, he had succumbed to an irrational fear that Jezebel would kill him – despite singlehandedly challenging 450 priests of Baal on Mount Carmel. Then paradoxically, he had a death wish and asked God to kill him (v.4). Thirdly, he disengaged from ministry. Fourthly, Elijah excused his present inaction by pointing to his past faithfulness. Fifthly, Elijah felt an acute sense of isolation, saying, “I am the only one left” (v.10) despite learning just a bit earlier that a hundred of God’s prophets had been hidden by Obadiah in the surrounding mountains. Lastly, Elijah had a persecution complex, saying, “They are trying to kill me.” (v.10)
Does any of this sound familiar?
It’s worth noting what God does in response. First, he allowed Elijah to have decent sleep, and then he fed him so that he was physically strengthened. Finally, he told Elijah to “Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord” (v.11) in other words, to go and get a fresh vision from God.
I invite you to do the same.
Prayer: Dear Lord Jesus, Sometimes I feel so tired and dispirited because of the evil in the world. May I have a fresh vision of you so that my joy and my passion for ministry is renewed.