14 day plan

Navigating a “Crisis of Faith”

Day 12 of 14

NIV

Psalms 23:4

4Even though I walk

through the darkest valley,

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

Reflection:  The 16th-century Spanish mystic, St John of the Cross, wrote a poem called “The Dark Night of the Soul”. It refers to the tests and refining the soul needs to go through in order to be ready for God’s kingdom. The phrase has since also come to mean those dark times when there is a faith crisis.

The thing to remember is that a ‘dark night of the soul’ is not necessarily catastrophic. Rather, it is something that can refine us and ready us for God’s kingdom. So don’t waste your faith crisis. Put it to use!

I once went on a week-long silent retreat in which I experienced a mini faith crisis. The first two days were restorative and peaceful. However, the second two days were horrific. Every doubt and accusation that I’d ever accumulated in life came out of hiding and shrieked at me. But I hung on in faith… and eventually pushed through to be in a remarkable place of intimacy with God that I’d never been to before.

So, please be encouraged. Push through.

Prayer:  Dear Lord Jesus, you have promised never to fail us or forsake us, and that is such a beautiful promise. If you withdraw from us, it is only to invite us to follow you deeper into your kingdom ways. Keep me following faithfully, my Lord.

Psalms 23:1-6

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.

2He makes me lie down in green pastures,

he leads me beside quiet waters,

3he refreshes my soul.

He guides me along the right paths

for his name’s sake.

4Even though I walk

through the darkest valley,

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

5You prepare a table before me

in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil;

my cup overflows.

6Surely your goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord

forever.