Reflection: Desiring deep faith
A number of years ago, in a really, really difficult situation. I was supposed to make a major decision, a decision that was going to impact the ministry I served in, and I had to convince other leaders before taking it to the church. I first met with a key leader, and we talked about the issue at length. At some point he agreed, supported and backed me to take it to the remaining leaders. I stepped out knowing I had his support and shared what we had agreed. But the leaders meeting quickly turned unpleasant. The person I expected to support me changed completely and I found myself alone. I felt abandoned.
In today’s passage, Jesus is facing the cross and he knows he must do it without anyone’s support. He also knows that Peter, despite his bold declarations, will soon abandon him and deny he even knows him.
Whilst Peter’s professions that he will sacrifice himself for Jesus fall short, God’s true interest lies in our profession of our faith in Jesus Christ as we acknowledge im as the Son of God. God desires that we should never deny Jesus, never be intimidated to self-censor and never withdraw on the assumption we’re going to offend others with the gospel. To deny Jesus is to suppress what we really believe, our convictions in scripture and the trust we have in Jesus as the Son of God.
Prayer:
Dear God, I pray that you will help me to have a clear faith, a faith that is not superficial, a faith that’s deep enough to take me through the happy times and the challenging times. When I am challenged, I pray that I will stand up graciously. I am bold, I am firm, I’m full of joy, I am confident in the gospel because, Lord, you have called me. Finally, I pray that you may give me the strength and courage not to deny you. In your name I pray, Amen.